So here this goes. I decided to start a blog because I love to write and I love to read. But also, because I have a LOT of issues. I mean a LOT! I have known that I’ve had issues, pretty much my whole life. But its only been recently that I started to really accept them. I have anxiety. Depression. A horrible self image. Low confidence. Jealousy. Nervous ticks. and ANGER ISSUES. Kind of lol. I say kind of because well, who wants to admit they have anger issues? I mean, the only time my anger is a problem is when im drunk and someone wants to “fight” me, or when someone has hurt/upset me and I want to be petty to get back at them.

The purpose of this blog is mostly for me to get it all out in writing. Yes, i have friends that i can talk to and yes i have a man. But it isnt the same. My man does not like to hear my bitching all the time and i sometimes feel a little judged by my friends. Of course, thats mostly the anxiety, But whatever.

Now, I dont know how often i will be posting. And i dont neccesarily know WHAT ill be posting about. I think i will come here to mostly vent about my bad days. But i will try to include the good times too! I might post once a day. I might most 5 times in a day. Or, i might post once a month.

I just want to say, thank you for being a part of this disfunction i call my life!!